These jeans use to be tight on me. Now they are actually annoying to wear because there’s space around my thighs. Huzzah! :)
Starting to feel more confident with my appearance. I scrub up alright. But I can’t help but pick to pieces my personality now. It’s going to take me a long time before I ever feel good enough for anybody. I don’t want anybody to make me feel like I’m good enough though. Because once they break my heart, I’m back to square one. I want to know in my heart that I’m good enough; happy to be who I am.
This will most likely be a challenge I battle every single day, but fingers crossed it gets easier.
Where are all these delicious, tyre lifting men hiding…?
Any old school Grand Theft Auto players on here? I don’t know about you, but one of my favourite parts was cracking out the cheat where you’d get to ride around in a tank and crush everything in your path. Seeing how many cop cars and helicopters you could avoid was half the fun!
Today at work, there could have easily been someone driving down the streets in a tank, there were THAT many cop cars, undercover cop cars, helicopters and SWAT teams driving around in circles around us. Not gonna lie, I was pretty excited about the whole commotion.
Turns out a few shooters were on the loose and they were hiding in the ceiling of a pub just next door to us. Fun times. But don’t worry guys, no-one got hurt!
And now I want to play Grand Theft Auto…
Maybe it’s too big of a dream, but one day I’d love to be fit enough to compete as a Bikini Diva. For someone like me who has never felt comfortable in a bikini, that’s like trying to climb Mt Everest.
Beautiful is a woman who has a distinctive personality, one who can laugh at anything, including themselves, who is especially kind and caring to others. She is a woman who above all else knows the value of having fun, and not taking life too seriously. She is a woman that you can trust and count on to brighten your day. She is a woman who can inexplicably make you feel really good just by being around her, and yet brings such great sadness when she is gone.
Today just isn’t my day. Cuddles would be perfect right now :(